Visiting Guam - USA. First time on Guam, first time US territory..  The island is nice also I can't claim to have seen it properly yet. Feels very vocation style and very military style to me. Also we are staying in a Sheraton Laguna Resort - the tourist - vocation spot it feels military even here. Today there was a party here.. Men in uniform, women in nice dresses.. Very private. Very "we support our troops" style..  The Ocean is majestic! Never seen such skies before! The beach it all volcanic stones so not for the kids now. We're going to PIC the day after tomorrow so the white send beaches are still waiting for us. Surprised not to see so many stars as I've expected. I wonder how it might feel to live permanently in a spot where most people are just passers by...  Might feel like you're being left behind all the time. Stuck..
Flowers are beautiful! But the hotel is a disappointment.. looking forward to going to PIC.
Thoughts of you today.. the same as every day..  I could talk hours and hours about all I see around me with you..
Thinking of pain again. But not today.. Today I'm just going to sleep now